if lost return to: maka ♡

2.10.24 - how i feel about nijisanji

as a big fan of nijisanji en, i feel so horrible about what's happening online lately and just need to rant honestly... first of all, i feel so bad for every liver involved in this drama. knowing they all have shitty contracts where they can only play certain games, aren't getting proper management, and aren't encouraged to do what they want to do with their channels really saddens me. what also makes me feel very sad is the harrassment of the livers still in the company as well. i wish people online (twitter and 4chan mostly) wouldn't go run with their theories on who is saying what behind the scenes and who is bullying who because it does way more harm than good... i think there's a way to specifically call out bad management without making the livers feel even more miserable, you know? they're all in contracts anyways, it's not like they can just go tweet like "yeah you guys are right this place sucks" and maybe it's not so easy for people to quit... i feel very conflicted now. do i keep supporting luca and elira, my oshis? is watching their content morally incorrect, or is it ok as long as i don't give money to them? i really think it's just a nijien thing, as it seems jp has different management or maybe people are just less inclined to speak up? i think a lot of the managers in en are most likely young as well and maybe don't really know how to be the best managers for their talents but of course i don't want to speculate. and of course most of all i feel bad for selen/doki! her treatment there was absolutely unacceptable and i am already a big fan of doki, i can't wait to see what she does moving forward. it almost makes me think like, isn't it just best to be indie? that way you can carve your own path and not be tied down to any sour contracts and whatnot, but i guess it's easy to say that if you're bringing your company audience over to your indie channel. i just yearn for the old niji days as i got on the en wave when luxiem debuted... i really cherish those times of my life and the comfort nijien gave me, making me feel like i had friends to hang out with and that i wasn't alone. it kinda feels like those happy memories i've tried so hard to hold onto in this lonely period of my life is getting ripped from my hands and stepped on. it feels so shattered now, i just hope it isn't too late for en to pick up the pieces and bring back the charm that made the en branch so popular.

the diary of maka~ this is where i'll be putting all my thoughts and random writings...
warning of potential distressing topics, taboo topics, 18+ topics... really just prepare for anything because this is my replacement for twitter and i like shouting things into the void...